Under The Influence, Hal is ravaged with emotions and has lost all sense of self. He has developed an extreme obsession with Euphoria and is frantically searching for her. Hal no longer holds value to anything else and has lost his grip on his surroundings. His only wish is to own Euphoria as his eternal lover, whether what he feels is love or not. 

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 He fantasizes about having children with her and growing old even though that is far from any reality that exists.